Grim Ponderings

Are You Retarded?

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 19:38:42 GMT

Some people have expressed concern that I'm 'hiding' my entries from them. Well, that's not the case. One of you irritates me for thinking that because I've told you that this is supposed to be my journal--most people don't share their journal entries with anyone. Another of you I have no problem with, because the only reason you ever look at this is to get some insight on how I'm doing--by the way, I kind of appreiciate that. In any case, I'm not hiding anything. I haven't been on Livejournal hardly at all in about a week, and the few entries I have made were filtered specifically for Ashe and Kaela. I don't have a whole lot else to say on the matter, and James is here so I think I'll go. Ciao, friends.

Meh

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 18:47:50 GMT

Don't you just love being scolded for doing the right thing? Whatever, I'm not gonna let it get to me. I was fixing the computer monitor because someone distorted it and one of the librarians yelled at me because she thought I was trying to mess it up o.O

I've considered typing an entry in Spanish for a couple days now, but I just don't feel like it yet. I mean, I've considered it lots of times before because there are times when I just don't feel like English expresses what I feel the right way, but lately I've considered it more seriously. Not sure why I shy away from it each time I think about it though.

I left my 4th Ave sweatshirt in the weight room after lifting yesterday and I've been cold...I'd just wear my big grey one, but it's missing at home too. Why can't I ever find anything?! >.< I usually put my own things in the same place (or very close to it) all the time, but Emily goes through my room a lot and the other girls just don't like waiting until I get home to ask me for things. I know it's normal for little sisters to do this, but just stay the fuck out of my room, k? Why is that so much to ask? Lol...

I think I'll be more secretive today. *Wonders what exactly that means and just laughs at self*

Update Alert

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 18:58:47 GMT

I'm gonna go get my iPod, reset all my passwords to all my accounts on the net, and start journalling. I just hope God gives me the speed and my people the patience to let me finish before I have to work.

EDIT: From now on my entries will be Friend list only or even more secure. My parents have continued to track me in a dishonest fashion even though I told them just to ask me, and I don't feel comfortable any longer keeping these--some of my most intimate thoughts--open to the general public.